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2011-06-07T23:43:00.004+08:00

Attachment had end quite a long while ever since i started my final year project. Had couple of fun the day before it really actually get onto me. However, just then many unhappy things started to appear in front of me. Wrote a couple of post about it, but none of it seems to be very publishable. Sounded so horrible when the thoughts came in and my hands kept typing.

It hasn't been a great year after all. Many people that i know, have lately come and go. Kind of sad when you actually be a part of it when the whole incident came crashing onto you. Projects aren't favorite-able to me as well. Just wondering whether am i having those 犯小人 thing? Just have to cross my fingers and wait till the end result comes. But i doubt it will be good.

Lately, i'm being bothered by some of my personal thoughts that kept me thinking that actually starting to annoy me. Hopefully it will be a pleasant one.

Ps. Hope you can get over with it
Ps. Hope you have a safe and fun trip :)

2011-04-25T15:22:00.007+08:00

The best sleep comes from you

Recently, many things had happened around me. For those who I experienced myself, I will take it as a lesson learn. It will definitely be surprising for the one who choose to take the initiative to actually look things at a different angle. Indeed surprising for me; and at times, it's way beyond your expectations. In the current century that we are living, many things can be blinded by your own eyes. And I now will say that its just the matter of fact on how you look at it.

Ps. I wish, I hope, I want but I know it won't

2011-04-03T20:29:00.009+08:00

The PastThe PresentThe Future

2011-03-17T23:49:00.002+08:00

Ps. We walk no distance; for i am just a frog in the well

2011-03-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

It has been a week since the start of attachment. Till then, i didn't thought that i actually did so much already. and i believe that there are more to come in the near future.

On a side note, there were too many upset things that happened recently. Having said so, it's kind of like "none of my business" thing. A not very close polymate/classmate/college got into a hospital last week, and the day i went to visit her was so happen to be the day where Japan faced one of their worst disater in history. Many were killed, injuried and missing even till now. Nothing much i can do, but to pray whenever i can.

To C: takecare and rest well

Ps: so close yet so far

Attachment

2011-03-08T08:10:00.000+08:00

Attachment, attachment, attachment! this word just made me go wild and mad; not in a fun way for sure!

The day finally came where most of us pull ourselves out of bed early in the morning, just like the old times we used to had in the secondarys'. And by doing this, it's making us hate IAP already! I hereby admit that I'm old for this. For god sake, I just need more sleep and rest!

Anyhow, I'm suppose to meet my friends at the MRT station, but due to heavy traffic, i can't get on board of their train!! That's the second thing about working in the society in Singapore. Upon reaching the office, I somehow got a little interested, waiting for a self table, with good colleages. But it turned out way off what I'm expecting! Having loads of work will be the worst out of the worst!

Ps. Wild, Mad, Hate & Worst! I just hope that it will turn out better each day!

2011-03-03T02:21:00.003+08:00

Surprise usually comes before disappointment and vice versa! That's how life works.
Got'en my attachment company today during the IAP briefing. But in fact, even before the briefing, I already knew where I'm attached too. What a joke?

For now, I can only say that I'm quite satisfy with the place that I'm about to work at. Not on the travel distance, but the pay and the convenience of transport. Other than that, I'm all alone. On a side note, I don't feel the keenness or enthusiasm for the job this time round. Not sure whether isn't because of me working alone or something else. But all in all, I'm starting to get annoyed with it.

Ps. Please don't leave me alone, even if we are apart :(

2011-02-28T10:13:00.000+08:00

It's almost been a week since I blog, been rather busy lately with housechores and at the same time practicing my math for the upcoming paper. Tomorrow will be the last paper for my Year 2. And in less than a week time, I will be having my attachment at some unknown company.

The word "Holiday" will always be in a student's wanted list. After a intensive 6 months fight with the school's work, who doesn't want a break? But lets' not be discontent! Be pleased with what we have, and work with what we don't - at least that will make me treasure the rest of my time, and spend them wisely!

Ps. I just don't have the courage; what a pain!

2011-02-23T23:00:00.006+08:00

Family and friends tend to say I am stubborn. However, I think that there is something that is more stubborn as compare to me - LIFE. For most of the things that I had done, there is always a planning. However, things don't work out according to what you had planned. They go according to their own planning. Yes, believe it! They do go according to their way. And when you try to reverse the whole matter, it turn out to be worst - most of the time for me. A simple statement can be concluded from here:

"You plan successfully for yourself, but you fail to plan for the others. Cause you can never plan for them."

Exams have somehow come to a rest point for me. Except the fact that I still have 1 more paper on Monday. A paper with no theory, but full of formulas! I used to love math, Elementary Math. Then slowly, I accepted Additional Math. However, it came to a next level, where I came in contact with Computing Math. And it don't seems to be working well with me. Just have to keep my fingers crossed till the paper is over.

To you: I don't see a point in you asking around, when the result don't affects you.

Ps. Be pleased with what you got, and work with what you don't, my dear

2011-02-21T10:01:00.001+08:00

I came across other user's photobucket and I found this!
Hope that I wont be the 2 minutes guy :)

2011-02-19T00:15:00.005+08:00

I failed tooooo!
Cause I have done so much for today (:

2011-02-16T02:35:00.005+08:00

Balance Between Work and Life

Literally, just how many of us can strive a good balance between work and life? Not many, thats what I believe in. I'm trying very hard to be one, but all the things that I'm going to say will be excuses. Hence, I'm not going to find any reasons but to try even harder!

Examinations will be just a few days away, and here I am doing nothing. Indeed my style, living everything to the last moment where I get anxious. Hate it, but lets just face it; thats me. For the past few days, I'm totally in the mood of enjoyment as though school had ended for me. Is that what a teen really wants? Sleep, Eat, Play? I once thought of, what if I'm a grown up, but only have the knowledge of what I know now. "Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” - Albert Einstein However, he did not mention about the speed of moving on. Can anyone tell me how fast am I suppose to travel?

Ps. I'm not slow, just that the world is spinning way faster.

2011-02-14T01:55:00.011+08:00

Indeed, another inspirational picture found - thingsweforget. By understanding it, does that really mean that everything is achievable? I don't quite agree with it. Everyone is special in a way, but no one can be the second albert einstein. Sometimes things just don't work the way it is planned. And sometimes, the harder you try, the further it get away from you.

Postic is a very innovative product that was brought to this world. Many people, such as students, employers and even waiters. However, there won't be any point for you to use it, if you don't check after writing. Today was an upset cum irate day for me. Who will ever expect that a waiter can waste so much of my precious time? Relatives came over for dinner while I was put in charge of getting the dinner. I then made an arragement with the food vendor saying that I will be getting the food at 8pm. However, when I was there, they told me that they had forgotten about getting ready my order. In the end, I wasted another 40 minutes of my life by waiting.

Ps. I'm not broke, I'm just a broken hearted man

2011-02-13T12:34:00.001+08:00

Have you ever wonder when you hate something, the more it appears in your head? Ever since then, this feeling has been in my head. Appearing at different timing, made me hard to concentrate! Especially when I'm having common test. Lucky for now, my test have ended for now, and that should be a relief. Till then, I'm not sure that it's a good or bad one, but i sure know that it doesn't cooperates with me. All I can conclude that is, it aren't gonna be easy.

On a side note, yesterday was really another awesome day spent at Ng's. We had short chats, steamboat and games. But this time round, not just the four of us who were playing. His cousins came and join in the fun as well. More people known should be a happy thing. After which, we went to Jason's hangout place for next round of fun! It was a tired much day for me, but a brotherhood good catchup!

Point of entery

2011-02-10T15:23:00.000+08:00

Which will you choose?

I will just simply go for good grades and enough sleep for sure. Reason for me choosing it is simple. I need more sleep!!! How nice will the world be, if only I'm allowed to choose all three options. Well, that's reality, where all men are greedy! No one will be satisfise for what they have, but wanting more of it. Another true point of Human Nature.

Having said that, the choice that i just choosen don't really seems to be correct to me. Right now, I can only say that my grade are just slightly above average. But I am deprive from my sleep. So does that means that this picture is incorrect? 事事无绝对

Ps. Sometimes, a loner need a warm shoulder to rest on as well.

2011-02-09T04:28:00.000+08:00

Ps. Who wants, if only he have the choice not to be one

2011-02-08T01:50:00.011+08:00

寒窗苦读十年书，只等今朝状元时。
又有谁知我痛苦，只能默默再默读。
希望明日考上榜，从此以后快乐活。

Every person has his or her path to take the moment he or she was borned. And every little living thing in this world has its own living cycle. The non-living things have theirs too. As for me, 生老病死 will be it. However, something about me is that i have a cycle within another.

Just have to ensure that i live lively within each cycle that hold no regrets. Planning was done, targets were set. Entering a local university, that is. Looking upon myself up till now, having that kind of thoughts should not be ambitious. But no one knows what will happen in the near future.

Ps. why think so much, when you might probably let go of it unknowingly

2011-02-07T01:59:00.004+08:00

Drawing is a good way to draw out and express one's emotion; photo is another way to express one's hidden feeling and a word can holds many different meanings within itself, all depends on how u interpret it. Can u tell whether its drawn or photo-taken?

A hot cup of tea is always good enough for one to be warm at this hour! So much things to be done, yet it seems that there is always a limit to time. CommonTest is just round the corner, to be exact, it will kick off two days later. And all I can say, is that im somehow or rather not prepared for it. Still hanging with my ChineseNewYear mood. Just have to start forcing myself to face the notes, and hopefully they are cooperative enough to get into my brain!

Ps. I'm here to help you notice the rainbow

2011-02-06T01:44:00.006+08:00

"Trying doesnt matter when u always fail!"-The Green Hornet. How true can it be? Just have to learn it in a different way i guess. It doesn't matter whether if it's the hard way or the soft way. When we face the "wrongs", we will just come up with reasons to make our fall seems lighter. Human nature! Welcome to the reality, where reasons are created over and over again. However, just how many will admit that reasons are actually excuses or lies to cover one's mistake? I doubt many, even for me.

So as for the 3rd day of Chinese New Year, relatives came over this afternoon. Had a short chat with them before they left. Not so much about the angbaos thing. In the evening, got a dinner with the other "tables" at some restaurant located at bugis. Apart from eating, i guess that nothing much for today.

Ps. I won't know, if you don't tell. Forgive me for my insensitivity.

2011-02-03T04:48:00.003+08:00

First day of Chinese New Year

At this hour blogging? totally not my style. Apart from being a filial child, i can't find any other word to say about what I am doing now. 守夜 is really torturesome. I need my bed, pillow, bolster and blanket!! Soon enough, I guess i will be using a concealer to cover my panda's eyes.

Having said much, its kind of exciting for the angbaos recieving and free flow of food that will somehow be happening for the next 15 days. Cross fingers is really much appreciated! The rain have been visiting me since don't know when.

When the 3 days holiday make its end, it's also just the beginning for the common test. What a drag!

PS. ignore what rubbish im writing if you don't get it, my brain is just not functioning well now

2011-01-31T00:54:00.003+08:00

It rained the whole entire day, at least ever since i woke up this afternoon. Mood is a expression where no words can describe but objects or any other things can. For it, today's rain can totally describes my mood. Chinese New Year is just round the corner, and im just being reluctant about it. Haven't gotten any new clothing for this festival. Maybe i just have to pass for the next.

On the side note, ytd was indeed a splendid day spent with the guys. Not much to say, but nice play, nice chat and nice stuff spent tgt. Always looking forward to someday, someplace, someone!

2011-01-30T00:17:00.002+08:00

When you say "you dont deserve it"; the others will do more to ensure you do in the heart or smth. How truth is that? Whatever it is, I have no rights to comment on it. For it, theres always a beginning and an ending; its just matter of time.

2011-01-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

When are things avoidable? When are they not? I don't know. From what I am facing now, all I can say is that; mine is unavoidable. Decided to stay alone and be strong all by myself. For what i know, it doesnt suit my style of being lightless. For I deserve a better me!

2011-01-22T22:20:00.001+08:00

the more i reach, the further it gets ...

2011-01-21T22:01:00.001+08:00

Round Moon Night

2011-01-21T02:46:00.003+08:00

我很丑，可是我很温柔。